Can it be just for the expression? And, can you know or at least, trust, that this is enough?
This morning as I was cleaning and thinking about writing today, this question presented itself to me. As I was vacuuming, I was talking with my Angels and Guides and as always, when I start, they talk back. They were giving me guidance on the basics…the ‘next steps.’
And I re-realized it is all for the expression, for the art and love of being alive.
I query….
What happens when, each day, we let that be enough?
Perhaps, we can be more easy about things. Perhaps, we are more present throughout our moments. Perhaps, we remember it is never, really] about the money, the ‘likes’, the response from the other, the need to get somewhere else, to get the to-do list done (feel free to fill in here whatever it is that your mind defaults meaning to) but instead, about expression….the act of sharing.
Simply being in the ongoing process of being human. A series of events strung together to make what we call a human life. For the appreciation of light in form.
Not, ‘What will I get from this, but what can I give to this?’
This, rendering us into true significance. This, making us know more of who we are, and not for the purpose of building us up into another identity form but so that we can have the experience of the continual process of recognition.
When something comes up and shakes ‘our known’ or our identity, yes….we process. But, this is not the only time we process.
We are a constant in the continual process of life unfolding.
Maybe we call only the ‘shake ups’ a process because here some form of resistance is at play.
Yes, a likely part of being human.
However, I find it freeing to think of living life as the process of being human. To me, it lends a compassionate hand or two to this journey.
For, I have this feeling that if we really remembered what we knew, we would be in awe and it would be easy….very, very easy. Yet, here we are, and smiling or not, we are here.
So….I now commit to writing every day. Not because it is going to get me somewhere but because it is a form of expression to which I have been guided over and over again by both the unseen and the seen and always in charmed ways, it seems. And so, I am doing this because I value listening to the ways in which Spirit speaks to me. I am doing this to express….to get the words and spells out of me.
It makes me feel more alive.
It builds me into my center.
And, this is enough.
I believe there is no truer truth for me. In the past, I have kept the words in. I didn’t write. I didn’t let the energy express because…
“What was the point?”
And
“I don’t have anything to say that someone else hasn’t already.”
I needed something from it.
An inner world turn made me realize ‘the point’ - that I, simply, deserve the expression.
I deserve the expression.
It makes me a happier human. It brings balance to my mental energy.
It makes me feel more alive. It builds me into my center.
In closing, maybe this note will nudge you to do something in your life for you….for the sole purpose of expressing yourself.
Often, we may think of ourselves as being so very giving and unconsciously pride ourselves on this, yet when it actually comes down to us and we are face-to-face with ourselves, we can find ourselves always expecting something.
Maybe this sentiment will free you in some way, small or big. Maybe it won’t.
But, to write this today feels good, and on the days I do remember to make a to-do list, writing will be on it.
To live from my center and for the love of being alive.
